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2009-05-15

Status Messages for Facebook I wish i could post

Really, i shouldnt smoke pot before the mommy/daughter dance practice

Is the mommy/daughter dance practice really REALLY what i am doing on a Friday night? Yes i must smoke out.

What about a beer before the mommy/daughter dance practice ? would it be better to have beer on the breath or chronic weed smoke on the clothes? It's 12:58. I have to prepare NOW> it is 5:00 somewhere.

Fuck your friends girl, they just haters ( what? its a lyric !)

There are those boys who are tightey whiteys. Republicans

We got baggage, you know we're gonna drag it everywhere.we.go.for.everyone.to.see ( lyric)

Wanted : Friend who isnt afraid to get salty, to paddle out past the breakers, then go out for a beer with.

What ever happened on the Oprah interview with Elizabeth Edwards?

Is there anyone out there that doesn't think "their" situation or problem is the worst?

What do you do to people who have no manners? Ignore? Correct? i wish they would go away-there isn't much worse than being un-grateful , not saying thank-you , throw in a "wow your kids are cute", your house is nice, sending a thank you note, bringing your own food when you come for a week to my house, cause all this shit costs us lots of money... and we are north-indians ( north end of the island and we ain't gotttttt noooooooo monayyyyy.)

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Do you think you are in charge of your own happiness? I absolutely do. I believe in God but also I believe God has given you



free will.


free to choose.


free to swallow that half a pill in the prescription bottle for a mini buzz.


free to be in the dumps if you want to be.
free to make changes for yourself.


free to seek happiness.


free to get on prozac if things are looking blue.


free to put a few back.


free to not be jealous and choose happiness for those prospering around you.


free to work harder.


free to get along with others.


free to tolerate.


free to judge and be judged.


free to make a change.


free to better yourself.


free to give.


free to be hateful.


free to hold back affection.


free to succeed.



There are things I am NOT doing because... well, why? I am FREE to have drive, ambition,. but somehow lately, I can't muster it up. I hate wallowing and I am not really doing that, but there is so much more that I want to do, can do, need to do and I can't figure it out. Almost like I need a fire under me , or a promise, .....


Is this what its going to be? I refuse to believe it. We want a change. I know it is me who is going to make the call. Wes would fall all over himself- perpetually has his resume out for headhunters to find... it is me that has to say yay or nay. What if it's not better? Shall we give in to suberbia or shall we go on another adventure? I know the answer. I obssess about the answer every day all day. I google, craigslist, etc


WE have the free will. free to pack our shit up and move our asses to the beach.












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My computer is dying. This blog post is probably it's last meal.
Happy New Year.
Some random thoughts to try to make me not be in da funk.

My smart husband knows how to change out a hard drive , so tomorrow we are fixing the puter.

Natasha Bedingfield makes me HAPPY AS ALL GET OUT. she just does.

Pink 'phones are so cute with my mp3. they made a good stocking stuffer/

Will i make it to Greece this year? i have a propostion for Wes. he is off to honduras for 9 days in a few weeks ( sure , it is a work trip, but HELLO it is with his two best friends and i am sure he will get in tons of soccer games and a free day or two). I think i should go to Greece by myself. the cost is so great for us both and who will watch the kids after all? LOL> i need to freaking get away before i run away ( and maybe wont come back?) I am sure Chloe will steer me to the ferry for mykonos and santorini and where else? kos? i am SURE i could do just fine alone. i am nothing if not a savvy traveler. ha.

Lily Allen also makes me smile. (but you were f'ing that girl next door. what'd you do that for? is prob the greatest snide lyric in a song ever). and Poor Amy W. she is a poor mess.

My car died. RIP Alex the Escape. Welcome Silver Durango with 3rd row seating, which scares me to death. i dont WANT to be able to drag that many people along. nope, not at all. it is very cute and cheap payments and less payments. it shall be mine free and clear in way less than two years. and it is a V8, so it is kind of bad ass and beast like. I ordered a new salt life sticker for the back .










I got a bollywood movie for Christmas. my dh went to an Indian Grocer to order it. apparantly they took his money and forgot to order, so when wes went to pick it up a few days before Christmas, HE had to pay to fed ex it from jersey.... not from delhi but jersey. it is the movie Kabhi something... too lazy to get up to get the name ,but it is the song Rock and Roll Soniye comes from. what a thoughtful gift.

Who else can say their mom/wife can ROCK out to social distortions Story of my life on guitar hero on MEDIUM !?

My babies ( HA!) are going to be 9 and 7, tomorrow and friday . where the heck does time go? where am i? how did i get here? why does this make me feel like i need a valium/shot of something and or a vacation if not to greece, how about fernandina? am i a broken record already in 08? apparantly.
cupcakes ready for tomorrow. see the last pic to describe this mess. ah..







I am reading this book. It is not helping with any sort of unsettled-ness i may or may not be experiencing















i love the blogpeeps though. keep up the good posts and i will try to do better and not bore you to tears. mwah. wow. this is a show and tell blog. how do you like my present from a good friend??

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Random thoughts

You know you are classy when your main beverage glasses are pint glasses with logos such as MOLSON and ALE HOUSE on them ( in all fairness , all of our cool ones broke and i haven't found ones to replace them yet- they have to be "just so" ya know-preferrably stemmed and nice-sized)

like these-




You know you are classy when (lol) you drink beer out of a 24 oz tin can. something about going into an ice house and buying a 24 (don't they sell 40's anymore?) that makes me feel happy and naughty all at once.

You know you are aging well when you get carded for above said tin can of beer. for cripes sakes though, i am 34!

Its been a hell of a week- I have been having major anxiety and depression bouts. I think it is lack of medicines that I need, but it is freaking me the hell out. I am wondering if the truths in my mind have any truth to it, or if the devil is just screwing with me.

I love listening to music at my computer with headphones on ... even when the kids are in bed, and wouldn't wake if i blared it without headphones... i like it loud. I also like it on all kind of crazy equalizer settings. right now i have it on punk/stadium so i feel like i am at a Sex Pistols concert.

Feel the rain on your skin. no one else can feel it for you. live your life with arms wide open.

I am feeling the need to get away. I need a break. Want to come with? or want to take my kids so me and Wes can go?? I think we should get together now- that's what everyone is talkin about... hey hey you you.

Do you ever wonder who reads your blog? if anyone famous reads it? do you go to blogs that annoy the piss out of you but you keep reading anyways>? (don't say mine- you will hurt my feelings and then i will get mad-avril and I will kick your ass-lol).

God. What is up with the cussing on my blog today? no way no way. hey hey.

Do you have good good friends who are online, ones you've known for years, emailed for years, yet they can't seem to find the time to email? ahem....

Don't you love Credence Clearwater Revival? down on the corner, out here in the street

Did anyone see the Dr. Phil with the obsessive husband? Even Dr. Phil has never seen anything like it. This man was stalking his wife, putting GPS in her car, buggin the phone, etc.. yes he was indeed a freak in the worst way, but but but to play the other side, she DID cheat on him twice. hmm.... i thought it was interesting that the Doc didn't bring that up at all... he usually makes everyone own up.

It's hard to drink a 24 before it gets piss warm. again! sounding like a sailor. trash mouth me.

Can anyone send me a copy of the Kite Runner ? have you read it?

Ok, rambled long enough.
Happy Sunday- go to church, but don't get pissed. thank God for another beautiful day. choose happy thoughts :) :) :) bugger.

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