Word of the day- perpetually
2008-03-25
Do you think you are in charge of your own happiness? I absolutely do. I believe in God but also I believe God has given youfree will.
free to choose.
free to swallow that half a pill in the prescription bottle for a mini buzz.
free to be in the dumps if you want to be.
free to make changes for yourself.
free to seek happiness.
free to get on prozac if things are looking blue.
free to put a few back.
free to not be jealous and choose happiness for those prospering around you.
free to work harder.
free to get along with others.
free to tolerate.
free to judge and be judged.
free to make a change.
free to better yourself.
free to give.
free to be hateful.
free to hold back affection.
free to succeed.
There are things I am NOT doing because... well, why? I am FREE to have drive, ambition,. but somehow lately, I can't muster it up. I hate wallowing and I am not really doing that, but there is so much more that I want to do, can do, need to do and I can't figure it out. Almost like I need a fire under me , or a promise, .....
Is this what its going to be? I refuse to believe it. We want a change. I know it is me who is going to make the call. Wes would fall all over himself- perpetually has his resume out for headhunters to find... it is me that has to say yay or nay. What if it's not better? Shall we give in to suberbia or shall we go on another adventure? I know the answer. I obssess about the answer every day all day. I google, craigslist, etc
WE have the free will. free to pack our shit up and move our asses to the beach.
Labels: of mouths of sailors, perpetual, unsettled
posted by gina at 12:26 AM Permalink
4 Comments:
Are those your actual feet? If so, you are lucky.
1:50 AM
if you bigify my feet, notice the sand on my toes..
are those the happiest feet you have ever seen?? ever?
2:19 AM
never give in to suburbia!
9:40 PM
It seems like you'd be giving up a lot, though. I dunno...of course, I'm biased...beach? Yuck!
4:52 AM
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