Another Outlet for My Reality Obsessed Self: what am i?

what am i?

2008-06-09

My love is immense. more than anything in the whole word do i hold this dear.
It is all powerful, more than I can even fathom.
It is mighty and all encompassing and it is the core of my very being
I think on it everyday. I wish I could even describe for you how much it means to me.
That would be almost impossible because there are not words to describe it. Maybe miraculous?
I love the vastness: how deep . how wide. As far as the east is from the west is the great spance of it.
That is what blows me away when i dream and yearn for it... the sheer vastness. the amazing ridiculousness of my trust in its big strong waves of comfort.
Nothing makes me happier than to just soak up the joy, the life-giving minerals that it offers.
Although, It scares me more than anything and it demands me to respect it. Maybe that is why I love it so. In one moment it can take my life away, but i have to trust -even when i get frightened by it's power, it's mighty awesome power. The next moment, I am jumping in all the way, till its cool lovely presence envelopes and overpowers me. . I need it to survive. I won't live without it.
Some don't need it like I do. Perhaps it has been so long since they have been in it? Don't they know the delight it brings? The joy, the quiet, the fun, the overwhelmingness, the emotion it brings, ... it is my passion.
Going under is the most delicious feeling! Just letting myself get lost, trusting and knowing that It is in control if I just let myself GO! There are treasures underneath it , in its presence, and if you are brave enough to take a breath and submit, the sun will shine down and warm you as you are under the cool dark mysterious place where supernatural things take place. Are you going to go deeper?
I can smell it now, and the gorgeous fragrance makes me close my eyes, smile and thank God for it.

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