Another Outlet for My Reality Obsessed Self

Some random bits of fug



- I am planning a retreat for 140 women. wht?? how did someone put me in charge>? yikes. It is gonna be phenom though. I am very excited, mostly about my trip up the day before to unwind before everyone gets there.



- I am a weirdo- when i go to the grocery store, i drive home, i go inside without the bags, leave them in the trunk of the car, till i feel like draggin them in , usually 45 min later. i just like to chill for a mo before unloading. lol. am i lazy?? maybe



-one should not take bendryl with icehouse , no?



-blue october is a f-ed up band. but good to sing a long to

- wonder how many times the texts that i send to wes never make it cause i accidentally send them to O'Charleys, the address under his in my phonebook? the one tonight said something like "play hard, be careful, dont get hurt, love u" .

- did you know that i ROCK in guitar hero? hmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmm/ whats your favorite tune? i have to say social distortion story of my life or the one by miss murder. if you dont play, well you just dont get it.

- i read other blogs and think 'how profound their writing" and how enlightening their writing and here i go messing up cyberspace with my dribble? ug. oh well. i do love my neglected blog, .

- i am in da funk AGAIN. gah. will it ever end? this meaningless search of bars called O'malleys and islands in the sun that make me feel so fine i can't control my brain? if i dont get a vaca soon, i shall surely explode

- read 90 minutes in heaven. you can buy it at the grocery store for crying out loud! GET. IT.
what u up to lately? are you suffering from S.A.D?
love , from da funk

Labels: beertrash, nothingness, unsettled, vacations all i ever wanted

Where'd ya go? I missed you so. Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone.

Yeah i missed you too. Again with the rut of blogging.

I have a question for you. The other day, after the gym, i went to the grocery store to pick up a few things. I had all kinds of exercise endorphins going on, was pumped from kicking ass on the cardio machines, and didn't take my mp3 off , just had it hanging out of my hoodie pocket. i had my new favorite song on repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. driving myself crazy, but digging my song, so i was listening to it while doing some shopping. Of course i ran into people i knew (??) and got embarrassed, like "AH. common people . i can't be bothered talking to you while i have this great music on" yes. i felt rude doing so, but i was SOOOO enjoying myself.
blah blah so my question to you is... am i the rudest girl ever?



Somethings just amuse me . not sure if it is my own twisted self, but like the music, ear buds in the store. it makes me so HAPPY.

Sometimes i bring a beer bottle to sip while i relax in a nice hot bubble bath. everytime, i contemplate throwing the empty bottle away in the trash, because something about it just tickles me. i never get up the nerve to do it, because i realize it is totally no class to do so, but i would love to leave it there for a week or so, peeking its naughty amber neck out of the trash. i am a freak.

i read all of these BEAUTIFUL blogs. really, i have the best blogroll around, in my opinion. some are poets, some are philosophers, some are mom blogs, some are famous blogs, really a whole mix of things... and then i think , here is my little blog, not doing much for the universe but making me happy and giving me a place to vent.

i would love to print it all out one day and give it to my kids... after i am dead, of course. i couldnt handle the questions they might bring . lol.

here's to a beautiful week with lots of blogupdates to keep me entertained... yes . please.

Labels: dance girl dance, nothingness

Random thoughts

-my parents are coming here for the weekend so i must clean like a mad woman. the good thing about company is that the house gets just right and you better bet next week i will be having friends over for breakfast , lunch, dinner and ritas since it will be so clean!

-we have been swimming every day -kids are on a team. it has been a tough week, me lounging by the pool watching them swim. poor me

-dance tryouts for next year were this week and then again tomorrow. AND they did Southern Strutt commercials during SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE... so HA! all you churchy moms who say my daughter is dancing at the harlot school for jazz. with slutty costumes. is your dance studio on tv?? hmm?? wait. i am sounding texas cheerleader mom-ish. yikes!!

-life is weird. i am having weird friend conversations this week. i keep praying for God to make some things clear to me and mine. had lunch with a smart woman yesterday who gave good clear advice . that is vague, right?

- i am now on the facebook bandwagon. probably it has been popular since 1981 and I just discovered it. i thought it was just for colleges... well no! it is for YOU> so join. i have 6 friends, and as good as those friends are, i am looking a little lame. LOL. yes, i am a teenager. anyway, look me up. be my friend.

-my kids are getting baptized on Sunday. YAY! our church waits until the child makes up his/her mind and chooses to get it done, so it is extra special.

-why is it when you have a gift certificate to your favorite store, when you go, you cannot find anything? yikes, that sentence is a grammatical nightmare.

-my husband has a full weekend off in june. anyone have a beach house we can rent for free?

Labels: nothingness, pacific coast party