I wish i blogged more. I think about it all the time- i am lazy though, and can't sit long enough to type out something coherent.
It is again a frustrating day! do you go in and out of these moods? some weird stuff is going on within my "peer group" and i am thinking of a way to get out of it before everyone i know is hurt and crumpled on the ground in someone's wake. IT makes me so mad, and I cannot be in / near/ around or associated with behavior like I am seeing. It repulses me to the point of wanting to fight, and i hate fighting.
What is my purpose in life? is it to please ? no, only my own people do i and should i care about pleasing. is it to be a warrior? YES. a revolutionary? INDEED IT IS> bring it on. I want to see a life changed. I want to see it all around me, because all this piddly bullshit stuff going on around doesnt matter in the long run. I am on fire right now and all this menial stuff is not making sense to me. there is a whole world out there that need people like me, to fight for them, to care for them, to show them love, to show them what it means to care.

5 Comments:

Blogger holy chaos said...

"Gina the Warrior" hehehe : )

you are right...

you have to keep your focus on your purpose...

distractions,offenses(getting feelings hurt...yours and others), i believ, are sent to derail us from doing the good we are meant to do.

so hard to remember that sometimes... and i really struggle when i see "stuff" from people who know better.

11:27 PM

 
Blogger Kurt said...

When can you begin fighting for me?

4:18 AM

 
Blogger Sadi said...

Fight girl!! Can I have one of those drinks? xoxoxox

5:26 AM

 
Blogger madelyn said...

the love fight - you are so
passionate - never ever lose that ok?

11:54 PM

 
Blogger Christi said...

I have one real friend, and everyone else is an acquaintance. I talk to them on occasion, and sometimes I'll listen to their ordeals and whatnot, and weigh in my opinions. However, I stay out of it all. I do tend to stick my nose in Julia's business sometimes, but thankfully, she's okay w/that, and it's not b/t us. I want her in my business, too. The downside, if Julia's busy, I really don't have anyone else to hang with, aside from my mom (which is fun, too). The upside, I don't have to deal with and put up with all the crap you seem to have to go through w/your friends.

4:40 AM

 

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