u are all i want forever.
2007-08-06

I wish i blogged more. I think about it all the time- i am lazy though, and can't sit long enough to type out something coherent.
It is again a frustrating day! do you go in and out of these moods? some weird stuff is going on within my "peer group" and i am thinking of a way to get out of it before everyone i know is hurt and crumpled on the ground in someone's wake. IT makes me so mad, and I cannot be in / near/ around or associated with behavior like I am seeing. It repulses me to the point of wanting to fight, and i hate fighting.
What is my purpose in life? is it to please ? no, only my own people do i and should i care about pleasing. is it to be a warrior? YES. a revolutionary? INDEED IT IS> bring it on. I want to see a life changed. I want to see it all around me, because all this piddly bullshit stuff going on around doesnt matter in the long run. I am on fire right now and all this menial stuff is not making sense to me. there is a whole world out there that need people like me, to fight for them, to care for them, to show them love, to show them what it means to care.



5 Comments:
"Gina the Warrior" hehehe : )
you are right...
you have to keep your focus on your purpose...
distractions,offenses(getting feelings hurt...yours and others), i believ, are sent to derail us from doing the good we are meant to do.
so hard to remember that sometimes... and i really struggle when i see "stuff" from people who know better.
11:27 PM
When can you begin fighting for me?
4:18 AM
Fight girl!! Can I have one of those drinks? xoxoxox
5:26 AM
the love fight - you are so
passionate - never ever lose that ok?
11:54 PM
I have one real friend, and everyone else is an acquaintance. I talk to them on occasion, and sometimes I'll listen to their ordeals and whatnot, and weigh in my opinions. However, I stay out of it all. I do tend to stick my nose in Julia's business sometimes, but thankfully, she's okay w/that, and it's not b/t us. I want her in my business, too. The downside, if Julia's busy, I really don't have anyone else to hang with, aside from my mom (which is fun, too). The upside, I don't have to deal with and put up with all the crap you seem to have to go through w/your friends.
4:40 AM
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