feel the rain on your skin
2006-11-03
I am so sad today. I have had it coming on for a few days now, yesterday being the worst. My husband left for Raleigh for a month-he will be back wednesday morning thru friday night (when i am going on my loopie trip) and then be gone for two weeks , off 4 days for thanksgiving, then back for a week.
He is starting a new job and has to go to training in NC.
I am one of those who like my husband . I miss him when he isnt here- not only is he the best father for our children, he actually DOES things like COOK AND CLEAN and put kids to bed, take kids to school, etc... (as he should). he also treats me like a princess.. seriously! always thinking of us before himself.
The reason that i am sad is because I wasnt really speaking to him when he left. He made me mad last night, and after a very very stressful day yesterday for BOTH OF US, i just didnt let it go like i should have. He is so loving and does not hold anything a grudge,.. he kissed me goodbye and told me he loved me over and over again, and said he would call me tonight (tonight???!!- then i got mad because why wouldnt he call me on his almost 4 hr drive?? but then WHY would he call me because i am being so bitchy - i am still upset with him).
I just feel sick- nauseaus. not sure why. because i didnt want him to go in the first place.... because i got upset with him last night and didnt do a thing to try to fix it before he left.... because i am a big pain who can't let anything go.... because i feel like he is not thinking half the time when he does this dumb stuff he does.... because i am going to miss him terribly and am not sure if he will have internet or much time to chat.
I feel like Debbie Downer from Saturday night live. sheesh.
posted by gina at 3:07 PM Permalink
13 Comments:
gina,
hugs to you...
3:49 PM
((Gina))
5:54 PM
Awww, that sucks. I don't know what I'd do without The Wifey for a month.
11:14 PM
This is perfect Gina!!
When our loved ones go away and
we miss them - it is a gift.
It reminds us how much we care and
it reminds them how much they care -
and all the love multiplies!!!
it's all good sweetie!!!
(it's nice to have someone to miss)
2:19 AM
Awwww......I love him too!! (and you....Be nice to him!! what did he do??) Loopies will be t here to cheer you up WEDNESDAY!!! xxoxoxo
6:33 AM
gina,
check out your loopies email. I sent you the email from Andy Rushworth. thought you might find it interesting. tell me what you think!
had a great time yesterday! becca is so nice! can i adopt her from you?!
9:02 PM
hope you feel better soon!
9:06 PM
natalie, didnt get it
loopielovesthebeach@yahoo.com
please resend??
NO you cant have becca :) i'll share her though.
11:23 PM
how are you doing Gina?
just checking in on you...
hugs:)
9:10 PM
(((Gina))) I love how you said you like your husband and actually miss him when he leaves! So sweet! I see from the comments that you two made up. Wes is such a great guy! You make the perfect family!!
12:53 AM
so did you make up and beg his forgiveness when he called???? he sounds like a great guy.
5:59 PM
send him emails, postcards, thingies.
and when he comes back, give me something you bought on your loopie trip for him. don't be sad princess gina. xx
11:04 PM
we made up 3 hrs after he left. how pathetic are we? cant even have a decent fight.
we have been IMing, emailing and talking free after 9 p.m. every night for a long time. thanks for the well wishes to all. lol.
sincerely,
princess gina.
11:19 PM
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